link hereI hate...almost everything.
I hate people, because so many seem to be so freaking stupid and I can't stand it!
I hate my biological father because he's an ASSHOLE and thinks he can get whatever he wants. He thinks I should be his little angel and be perfect even though I'm not perfect and I don't want to be.
I hate that he wants to be my friend now just because he suddenly has a wife and two step kids, even though he's had fifteen years to make me like him and not once has he succeeded.
I hate that hating him makes me not able to focus on anything else.
I hate that I procrastinate even when I'm not thinking about him.
I hate that I'm not doing my homework right now.
I hate that it wouldn't be good enough for my teachers anyway.
I hate that people call me smart, even though I feel so stupid.
I hate that people think I know everything, but I don't know half the stuff people talk about and I often times have to quick look it up on Wikipedia so I don't feel as terrible.
I hate that I feel like my friends should hate me.
I hate that
I hate myself.
I hate that I'm not who I want to be.
I hate that I don't even know who I want to be.
I hate that I can't even stand all of the things
I hate. But what
I hate the most is that I wonder if I'm the sort of person people talk about, you know the one who hates everything but actually has a pretty good life.
I hate that my parents tell me I'm not stupid or wrong for feeling how I do, but I can't find it in myself to believe them.
I hate that reading about people hating things makes me feel better, but the second I stop I want to cry again.
I hate that I can't stop hating.
Jan 3 5:37 AM UTC