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Sunday, 27 November 2011
Dvar Torah-Vayetze

Rachel wants some dudaim (possibly "mandrakes") that Reuben's son Leah gathered, and barters them for a night with Jacob (which Leah uses to produce yet another son). (Gen. 30:14-19).

Why does Rachel want the mandrakes?  The conventional wisdom, as enunciated by R. Hertz, is that the mandrakes are some sort of "love-charm."

Ramban disagrees; he cites Ibn Ezra's statement that the mandrakes "have a good odor" and suggests that Rachel wanted them for that reason.  

What about the idea that the mandrakes are somehow an aid to pregnancy?  Ramban writes: "I have not seen in thus in any of the medicinal books discussing mandrakes."

This illustrates one argument within Judaism: to what extent is secular knowledge important?  Ramban clearly believes that secular knowledge (in this case, medical knowledge) is important because it helps us understand the Torah.  

Of course, this is an easy case; more difficult questions are presented by knowledge less obviously relevant to the Torah.  What about history? Philosophy?  Some would argue that these disciplines are likely to contradict the Torah, and thus best ignored.

On the other hand, it seems to me that if these disciplines appear to contradict the Torah, perhaps it is the case that neither history nor Torah is wrong, but that we have interpreted the Torah too literally, or otherwise misunderstood it.  The Karaites may have interpreted the Torah literally*, but the rest of us have never done so.

 
*Or at least so their critics claimed. 

 

 


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Thursday, 24 November 2011
Shabbat dinner

Kosher venison (since Isaac so favored deer) [definitely not as good as beef or lamb- I don't see what he saw in it!) 

lentils (since Esau sold his birthright for same)

plus lots of "red red" (since Esau loved red so much)-

red eggplant sauce (mixed with pink salmon), strawberries, pears, apples, tomatoes, plums

strawberry kosher diet gelatin (not bad, mainly because i cooked one cup of it with some sort of strawberry vitamin drink instead of water)

and some sort of Russian concoction that appears to be a cross between a meringue and marshmallows but at any rate is not that good. 


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my ambivalent relationship with Thanksgiving

I've always had a wishy-washy attitude about Thanksgiving.  Because it often was pretty close to Chanukah (a "must do" holiday in my parents' house) I often didn't go home for it, and didn't always knock myself out to make plans for it.  If I was invited someplace I went, but otherwise I was fine alone (though I would usually have a turkey sandwich sometime during the day to at least acknowledge the holiday).

Not much has changed since I got more religious- the only difference is that often, Thanskgiving got overshadowed by Shabbat.  This year even more so, since Thanksgiving precedes Toldot, my favorite Torah portion from a culinary perspective (since I have an excuse for a real theme night- almost everything will be red!) (Plus this year, Isaac's favorite food- kosher venison!

However, I did have somewhat of a Thanksgiving meal- a turkey pastrami sandwich, turkey pastrami dumplings, pumpkin and pumpkin dumplings, and some beef dumpling that I was planning to eat tomorrow but couldn't quite help myself not to eat.  (Why so many dumplings? I am spending most of December out of the city and am trying to eat most of my frozen and refrigerated food, so I have used a big packed of same over the past few days).

 


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Sunday, 20 November 2011
shabbos dinner
One advantage of NYC is that you can order take-out.  So I got a whole fish from one of the kosher restaurants (trout I think) and a chicken sandwich, and had a little of each for each meal, as well as pumpkin ravioli from someplace in Manhattan [very nice though I suspect too sugary].

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Dvar Torah- Toldot

One of the most noteworthy events in this week's Torah portion is Esau's sale of his birthright to Jacob.  What is the birthright and why would Esau "despise" (Gen. 25:34) it?

First of all, the birthright might have been a matter of honor and nothing else.  Ramban notes that although the Torah gives a double portion to the firstborn, this law was not in effect before the Torah was promulgated.*  So perhaps the birthright  "was only a matter of inheriting the preeminence of the father and his authority so that [the firstborn] would receive honor and distinction." 

Second, why does Esau despise it (other than the possibility that there might not be that much involved financially)? Ramban writes that "he was in mortal danger from his hunting animals, and it was likely that he would die while his father was alive... So of what benefit was the birthright to him?"  Even if the birthright meant a few extra oxen, why wouldn't Esau "despise it" if he didn't expect much of a long-run future?

Even today, this sort of mentality exists.  I occasionally read of people in America's slums who expect to die young, and accordingly are not that eager to behave responsibly.

On the other hand,  was hunting really that dangerous? I'm sure Ramban thought so, since the laws of kosher slaughter discourage Jews from hunting from food, which in turn means Ramban probably didn't have that much experience with hunting.   I find it hard to place myself in the shoes of a bow-and-arrow hunter in the Israel of 3900 years ago.  However, it does seem (from the Bible's frequent references to lions and similar predators) that deer weren't the only wild animals running around, and that maybe Esau would have been worried about those predators.  

 

 

*Although some sages say that the patriarchs kept the entire Torah, Ramban points out (in his comments to 26:5) that this is by no means the only plausible view.  


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Monday, 14 November 2011
Dvar Torah- Chayyei Sarah

This week's Torah portion notes that by the end of Abraham's life, God 'blessed him in all things." (Gen. 24:1).  Ramban notes that the Talmud-era sages differ on whether Abraham had a daughter; R. Meir "said that Abraham was blessed in that he did not have a daughter" while R. Yehudah said he did. (Ramban adopts a mystical explanation, asserting that the phrase "in all things" has nothing to do with daughters and instead relates to divine attributes- but that's not what I want to discuss!) 

R. Yehudah's explanation is easy to understand; he writes that Abraham "had everything that people desire, completely without exception" presumably including a daughter. 

So about R. Meir?  Why would he not view a daughter as a blessing? He explains that if the daughter stayed in Canaan she would marry Canaanites [a definite no-no].  And if, like Isaac, she sought a spouse from Abraham's Mesopotamian relatives, that would be bad too; "she would also worship the idols as they did because a woman is subject to the authority of her husband."

R. Meir's remark tells us something about the sexism of ancient society; the subordination of women was viewed as pretty much inevitable, a fact of life like the Roman Empire or the occasional famine.  So it seems to me that to the extent one interprets ancient Judaism is sexist, one has to realize that they were just accommodating the inevitable, something that they couldn't fight.  


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Saturday, 12 November 2011

Now Playing: shabbat dinner

I found a kosher store in Manhattan with lots of prepackaged stuff, so I made a feast for myself

Seaweed

Chicken empanadas

Bok choy

Chicken pad thai

Venison shank (first time I’ve had kosher deer- not prepackaged, a bit too fatty for me)

Venison ribs (ditto)

Samsa [bukharan beef dumpling, left over from a few nights ago]

Duck salad (w/soy sauce and veg- too salty for me)

Chicken necks and soup

sugar free rugalach (from another store) 

apples (ditto; supposedly "heirloom" apples but tasted pretty ordinary to me) 


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Sunday, 6 November 2011
Dvar Torah- Vayera

This week's Torah portion is action-packed, including the explusion of Ishmael and Hagar from Abraham's household, the destruction of Sodom, and of course the Akedah (Abraham's almost-sacrifice of Isaac).

Nachmanides' comments on Sodom are the most interesting.  He writes (based on Ezekiel 13;13) that the sin of Sodom was primarily that they wanted to "stop people from coming among them...for they thought that because of the excellence of their land, many will come there, and they despised charity."  This sounds a bit like Americans' concerns over immigration; on the other hand, in America [unlike Sodom]  caterwauling about illegal aliens, etc. tends to be relatively muted when the economy is excellent, and to become louder when [as now] there arguably is less to go around.  

Nachmanides adds that "their fate was sealed because ... they did not strengthen the hand of the poor and needy." Somehow I don't think he would have liked the Tea Party!

Lot lives among the Sodomites, and has some men (who turn out to be angels) over as guests.  The men of Sodom apparently lust after the guests, but Lot responds by offering a daughter or two.  Nachmanides is outraged, asserting that Lot's attitude towards his daughters shows "an evil heart" and that according to Tanchuma [a Talmud-era rabbinic text], a normal man "fights to the death for the honor of his daughters and his wife..." 

But Abraham's attitude seems a bit closer to Lot's. When he enters Egypt, he worries that the Egyptians might take his wife and kill him to avoid his objections.  So what does he do?  Tell the Egyptians Sarah is his sister! Like Lot [but unlike later rabbis], Abraham is not obsessive about the honor of his nearest and dearest. 

The difference between Abraham and Lot tells us something about the evolution of civilization.   In the primitive world of the 15th century BC, women were pretty much disposable.  A couple of millenia later, women were like children: second-class citizens to be sure, but at least second-class citizens who mattered to the first-class citizens.  

 

 


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Saturday, 5 November 2011
shabbos dinner

Discovered kosher pandebono (cassava bread) mix.  Didn't want to do full fat version (with butter and full fat cheese) so played around with sweet cheese and blintz cheese instead, and a little fat free butter mix.  Baked version was OK but didn't have ideal texture- I forgot to apply nonstick spray so it stuck to the pan.  Pan fried pancake version was much better though.

So my shabbos dinner was:

 cassava/cheese bread (as noted above)

I also had some whole wheat bread mix so I made:

spinach bread and pancakes

pumpkin bread and pancakes

black bean pancakes

- all just OK, but would try again with sauce inside (mustard? ketchup

pan fried eggplant (very nice but more time consuming than crockpot) 

also: sushi from local kosher restaurant

garlic rolls (ditto)

walnut pastry (from bakery)

natilla (Colombian pudding- also heckshered, but I couldn't quite seem to make it work as well) 


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Tuesday, 1 November 2011
Why Christian Zionists love us

Gen. 12:3 says (according to same translations):

I will bless those who bless you, and whoever curses you I will curse.

Last week I heard a speaker explain that some fundamentalists believe that this applies to Jews generally- those who curse Jews are cursed.

Thus, it is not the case (as some people more leftish than I believe) that Christian support for Israel is all about hastening the Second Coming.


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Dvar Torah- Lech Lecha

When Abraham enters Egypt, he claims that his wife Sarah is really his sister, leading to all sorts of entertaining mixups (Gen. 12:13 to 13:1). 

Nachmanides asks why "Abraham was more fearful for her now than before."  Rambam quotes (and rejects) the explanation of Rashi: "I have long known that you are a woman of beautiful appearance, but now we are travelling about black people, brethren of the Ethiopians, who have never been accustomed to see a beautiful woman." Nachmanides rejects this view, because Abraham and Isaac use similar dodges in places where the king was not black (e.g. the land of the Philistines).    But he expresses no astonishment at Rashi's casual racism- that is, his view that a black woman can never be beautiful, even in the eyes of black men. 

How much has changed? Well, I don't think most people would go quite as far as Rashi.  But I have to admit that I have seen a little more, shall we say, racial insensitivity*among frum Jews than in some other American subcultures- certainly more than among liberal-minded Jews.   Mind you, its not that common to hear people use the N-word in shul (though I have heard that once I think)- but certainly orthodox Jews are a bit more likely to use the word "black" in a way that sounds pretty derogatory.

How come?  I think its partially a matter of general backwardness- if you are insulated from the parts of secular American culture in which racism is most frowned upon (grad school-educated, usually liberal and secular-minded, whites, and middle-class blacks) you are probably going to be stuck in the mental world that most white Americans inhabited decades ago, a world in which blacks were mostly maids and criminals.

Also, I think that 30 years ago or so when Jews my age were growing up, frum-from-birth Jews were likely to be living in urban areas cheek by jowl with blacks, which (back in the 70s when crime was much higher and the urban riots of the 60s were a recent memory), they had good reasons to be resentful of blacks.   Even today, some frum areas are pretty close to bad black neighborhoods (e.g. North Miami Beach, Crown Heights) - a situation which does not lend itself to good race relations. 

 

*I don't want to use the word "racism" because that is a pretty inflammatory yet vague term.  To a lot of people, "racism" means views indistinguishable from those of the KKK.  And I don't think I know too many people that backwards.


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What I would name this blog if I wanted to rename it

Orthoprax Baal Teshuva.

Why Orthoprax?  Because I am not any more convinced than I was ten years ago that the Torah is word-for-word what Moses received from God (as opposed to what J, E, D and P wrote from some preexisting oral tradition), let alone that Moses received an oral tradition supplementing the Torah that was infallibly passed on to our generation, or that God told Moses that future generations were to obey whatever a group of scholars named "rabbis" told them.

Why Baal Teshuva?  Because I feel an inexplicable, emotional pull to live as if that was the case.


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Monday, 24 October 2011
What I'm looking for in a rabbi

As I decide which shul to join, one factor (by no means the only one) is the rabbi.  It seems to me that there's a political analogy that describes what I am looking for.

In the 1980s and 1990s, New York State had two gifted Senators.  One, Daniel Patrick Moynihan, had a prodigious intellect.  The other, Al D'Amato, was excellent at constituency service.

It seems to me that what impresses people about their rabbi (if anything does) often involves one of these two facets.  People admire "Moynihan rabbis" (intellectual leaders) and "D'Amato rabbis" (rabbis who do little acts of service, like visiting the sick or answering halachic questions- mostly the latter if you have a kosher home I think!)

In Small City, there were no Moynihans (though my C rabbi came somewhat closer to the mark than my O rabbis).  But my O rabbis were OK at the D'Amato end of the job.

Here in my neighborhood, having visited most but not all shuls I am pessimistic about getting a Moynihan.  But that part of the job is, alas, easier to evaluate.  You google someone, hear his sermons, and get a sense of his smarts.

But what about the D'Amato part?  I'm not so sure how to get a sense of a rabbi's willingness to answer emails etc.


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how to lose a congregant

I still have not met my goal of visiting every congregation in the neighborhood (now scaled back to every shul within a 20 minute walk; I decided that trying to visit shuls further away but still in the eruv was probably going to be a waste of scarce time).  There are about a dozen.  There is only one that I have not visited at all, but three that I have visited on Yom Tov or minyan (rather than Shabbat morning or afternoon, where you really do get the most complete picture of the congregation).

At the Shabbat afternoon service I visited last shabbos (in a shul I had not been to before Simchat Torah), the rabbi asked me personally if I could make it for various morning minyans. (To be fair, I am not the only one he asked).

To me that struck me as the equivalent of asking for a kiss on the first date (or sex, if your mores are more liberal than mine)- i.e. going too far too fast.  Maybe I'm overreacting, but I am not sure I'd be ready to make that kind of commitment even if I was already a member and/or it was the only shul in the neighborhood, let alone if there are a dozen others, many of which are more convenient either geographically in terms of minyan times.  I'm not saying its a bad shul- just probably not my cup of tea.  


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Dvar Torah- Noach

I'm about halfway through this week's Ramban and have already found a couple of interesting things.

In justifying the Flood, the Torah said "all flesh had corrupted their way" (Gen. 6:12).  Rashi says that even the animals were corrupt, because they had sex with other species.  Since lower animals don't have free will in any moral sense, this is not a justification I find persuasive- if cows had sex with chickens it is only because God made them do it!

Ramban comes to our rescue.  He points out that in a variety of other contexts, Scripture uses "all flesh" in a way that means "all people" or "all men."  For example, Isaiah looks forward to a day when "All flesh shall come to worship before Me", meaning "all people." (Since presumably lower animals already worship God as much as they are ever going to). 

He also points out that when the Torah wants to refer to non-human "flesh" it uses additional words to clarify its point, such as "all flesh wherein is the breath of life" (Gen. 7:15).  

This illustrates the difference between Rashi and Ramban- Rashi sometimes seems to be willing to accept not-very-intellectual explanations for Torah verses (to put it charitably), and Rambam is a little more interested in meanings that actually make sense.  

Ramban's attitude towards Rashi is somewhat ambivalent.  On the one hand, he has great respect for Rashi generally, calling him "Rabbi" and describing his commentary as "a crown of glory" (Introduction).  But when he disagrees with Rashi he treats him no more gently than anyone else.   For example, in his commentary to Gen. 6:3 he writes of one of Rashi's explanations: "This explanation has neither rhyme nor reason."

By contrast, today Rashi seems to me to be cited with more reverence than anyone else, especially in the Orthodox world.  His most fanciful explanations tend to be cited especially frequently; my guess is because Rashi's fables are easily comprehensible to children and to adults with a child-like mentality, while Rambam and Ramban always write for grownups. 

Rashi-mania illustrates one thing I don't like about Orthodoxy: a real tilt towards childish and silly explanations of the Torah.  When I was in Small City, I may have davened and socialized more with my O shul, but intellectually I was more at home in the C shul.


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Tuesday, 18 October 2011
A story about dating

Those of you who read this blog (if there is anyone who does....) may know about the famous story of Hillel explaining the Torah while standing on one foot.

So here's a modern version:

Someone goes to Hillel and says "I'm trying to figure out who to date and who to marry.  Can you explain THAT on one foot?"

Hillel says: "Sure.  Find someone who's pretty and who can put up with you.*  The rest is commentary."

*My commentary- Of course you have to be able to put up with the other person.  But if you can't put up with him/her, he/she presumably will get sick of you too! 


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Dvar Torah - Bereishit

When I did my last Dvar Torah yesterday, I assumed that shuls weren't reading Genesis until next week.  But I then looked at my Jewish calendar and realized I was wrong- in fact they are just doing Vezot Habracha on Simchat Torah, then Bereshit on Saturday.

I probably won't have time to read all of Rambam's commentary on Bereshit before Yom Tov (since it is one of his longest, 88 pages in the Chavel translation!) but I am about 1/4 of the way through- enough that I found one interesting thing.

Rashi quotes a Midrash on the very start of the Torah, which inquires why the Torah starts with creation instead of with commandments.  The Midrash (in Tanchuma) states that the nations of the world might say to Israel, "You are robbers because you took unto yourselves the land of the seven nations of Canaan."  The Torah shows that the whole world belongs to God, thus showing God has the right to take Israel from the Canaanites and give it to the Jews.  Thus, the beginning of the Torah backs up Israel's claim by showing that God created the world. 

Of course, this is kind of a silly argument if taken literally.  If Non-Jews don't believe in the Torah, why should they believe the Torah's creation story any more than they believe the Torah's declaration that Israel belongs to the Jews?

Ramban has a nonliteral explanation of the Midrash that makes more sense.  He puts the Midrash in the context of the entire Torah portion, which is about man being punished for sin (e.g. the explusion from the Garden of Eden, the Flood).   The point of the Midrash is to justify the expulsion of the Canaanites by showing that if God can punish man for sins, he can certainly punish the Canaanites for their sins by throwing them out and putting in the Jews.  In other words, the purpose of the creation story is to set forth the premise of Divine punishment, which in turn makes it easier to understand the Torah's commandments (all of which include the threat of punishment, see, e.g. most of Deuteronomy).    

One may respond with theodicy concerns: is it really true that the wicked are punished in this world?  But these are beyond the scope of Ramban's discussion, at least in this particular passsage.  Instead, he is assuming that at least sometimes God punishes bad (because the Torah says God does) and using that apparent reality as a tool to show how the creation story fits in with the rest of the Torah. 


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Monday, 17 October 2011
coming attractions

Over the coming year, I am going to graduate to a five-book commentary (with one full book of commentary for each book of the Torah).  I will be going back a few centuries, using the commentary of Nachmanides, a.k.a. Ramban, a 13th century Spanish rabbi.  (In fact there are two versions, but I am using Charles Chavel's translation rather than the Artscroll version; it just seems more user friendly to me).   My first dvar torah will be next week.


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Dvar Torah- Vezot Habracha

This is my last entry from the Hertz Chumash, which I shall greatly miss.  Although I didn't always like its spin, I generally think that its willingness to at least embrace a limited amount of history and modern science was pretty refreshing compared to some of its Orthodox competitors.  Moreover, Hertz's rah-rah attitude towards Judaism I (sometimes) found inspiring.

At any rate, the last Torah portion blesses the varous tribes.  In some ways, of course, it is similar to Jacob's blessings at the end of Genesis.  But the differences are more interesting: in particular the different attitudes towards Judah.

Jacob's prophecy takes it for granted that Judah will be one of the leading (if not the leading) tribe.  

By contrast, Moses's discussion of Judah doesn't seem to focus on dominance, requesting: "Hear... the voice of Judah ... His hands shall contend for him, and Thou [God] shall be a help against his adversaries." (Deut. 33:7).

Hertz says that Judah's possessions were surrounded by Canaanites, and thus Moses is praying "that he be united to the other tribes" (hardly something one would pray for if one expected him to lead those tribes) and that he especially "needs and deserves Divine help."

In other words, Moses apparently sees Judah as one of the weaker tribes rather than as a leader.

What does all this mean?  I suppose one could answer that the contradiction between Jacob's prophecy and Moses somehow proves the truth of the Torah: who would invent such a difference?

But alternatively, a supporter of the Documentary Hypothesis (the idea that the Torah was a mix of works by multiple authors) could argue that this difference supports the idea that the Torah came from different authors: one with a Judah-centric view of history (who presumably wrote Jacob's prophecy of Judahite leadership) and another based in northern Israel where the Joseph tribes (Ephraim/Manasseh) are located, who wrote Moses' prophecy of Judah being a weak tribe while the Joseph tribes dominated.

So as Simchat Torah approaches, it seems to me that the differences proves only that the Torah speaks with different voices in different contexts, even if it is not very clear way.  Or to use an old cliche, the Torah has seventy faces. 

 

 

 


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Friday, 7 October 2011
Dvar Torah- Yom Kippur

It is a cliche that Yom Kippur is a propitious time for teshuva (variously translated as repentance and, more literally, "return", as in return to God). What does that mean?  After all, don't we do that every day in prayers (if we pray every day) in Tachanun and in one or two blessings of the Amidah?

Is God watching us saying "not good enough for the rest of the year but God enough for Yom Kippur?" Since God is by definition timeless this seems kind of hard to believe. 

Here's a more rationalist spin:  most of us aren't capable of effectively focusing on our misdeeds every day.  Its a lot easier for us to concentrate on the problem if we devote one time a year to it.   So for example, I try to fix really obvious human relations problems as they come up; if I know very quickly I offended someone I don't wait till Yom Kippur.  But if I'm not sure, or if I felt I was just a little bit over the boundary, thinking about Yom Kippur forces me to think harder about these issues, and to be a little more careful- apologizing when I at first was sure I did nothing wrong, or thinking about situations where I arguably cut corners and thinking about whether I was really right, and if not whether I can do anything about it.


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